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28Mar08

I’m done.
DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE.
Fuck you, fuck you to hell.
I’m sick of being lied to.


Back at Guilford.
Look kids, here’s the straight skinny: I’m not doing well. Things are really bad in my braincase. I’m trying so hard, so fucking hard.
All you’ve heard me say is how much I hate school?
maybe you should think a little about why I might be saying it.


Sucker

10Mar08

I’m at home now, feeling sad sappy sorry for myself, feeling miserable, feeling guilty, feeling alone.
I’m also feeling alright, feeling normal, feeling more stable.
Not sure what to make of it.
Right now I can hear my neighbors fighting through the wall. Screaming at each other. Cursing and yelling. They sound like baboons. They sound like dogs.
My [...]


just three more days
cross your fingers
survive survive survive


see blog title for most accurate representation of life, currently.  and cross your fingers for me getting into Temple/The Art Institute of Philadelphia.
Mid-Terms are next week, and my English professor is demanding a stupid amount of work in addition to our exam. I feel like I’m drowning. Goddamn mid-terms can suck it, that’s what they [...]


I want to be really fashionable
so fashionable people stop and stare
so fashionable I break necks
Ann and I spent the night being really fashionable.


I’m not doing so well, in my headcase.
I woke up crying today.
I don’t know.


Something amazing happened today. Something so lucky and happy and great that I’m afraid to talk about it because it might take it away. I promise I’ll tell you sometime.
It’s beautiful out today, warm-ish with nice cool-feeling sunlight cascading down. I feel happy and balanced. Dylan and Blackwell arrive tonight. I foresee a waffle house [...]


Happy Valentine’s Day, one and all. Hope it doesn’t suck. It always seems to suck. I think Max is making me dinner tonight, which will be just tooth-achingly cute, I’m sure.


Polaroid has announced that they plan to stop manufacturing their instant film, having already discontinued their cameras. By 2009, there will be no more polaroid.
This breaks my fucking heart.
read the whole (sad) thing here