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this is going to suck
but be so good for me
but suck so bad
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wish I could send it to you
It’s 75 and sunny here today. Back home I hear they’re calling for snow. It’s weird being so disconnected.
Last night was slightly disappointing but made better by a sleepover at Ann’s. That girl is so amazing. We talked about goofy futures (hers involved a goat named Willis, mine involved making pillows out of old band [...]
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Tags: ann, best friends, easter, family, happy, homesick, sleepover, spring
I’d go through it all again
Evening went like this:
hungry
supper
crying
walking
painting
happy
yay!
I painted for about two hours with this wonderful little watercolour set I borrowed from Ann. I also played my guitar for a little while. It’s amazing how these things make me feel better so quickly.
Been listening to the Handsome Furs a lot recently. Check them out, they’re godly.
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Tags: art, feeling better, handsome furs, music, painting
her mind’s completely wrecked
things that are dumb:
-homework
-group projects
-jerky toolshed people who will remained unamed but are still jerky
-the Guilford dining hall
-how my room always gets really really messy and I don’t feel like I’m being that messy
-bein’ lonely
things that are cool:
-watching silent films in English class
-Chesapeake/Meredith being my partners for the “food and drink of the 1920s” project
-fake [...]
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Tags: school
Christ on a motorbike
Been working on a paper that I can’t really work on because I forgot all my sources at school.
Also, been filling out job applications. Applied to:
Terrain, Anthropologie, Urban Outfitters, Delia*s, American Apparel, Borders, Ritz Camera, and some other places I DON’T KNOW THEY ALL START TO LOOK THE SAME AFTER A WHILE.
Been listening to Dr. [...]
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Tags: dr. dog, employment, papers
I’m through with people
just three more days
cross your fingers
survive survive survive
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Dealing
I’m getting a little better.
It’s supposed to be 75 here today and sunny, but I have a midterm at 2:30 and class until 5:30. I am really upset that I’ll miss the nice weather.
Yesterday was exceedingly pleasant until about 8 o clock. I always seem to have a time limit on my good days.
Oh fuck, [...]
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Walking with thee
I am not doing so hot. Max and I broke up. I feel really sad about it. I know this makes me sound like a five year old, but I feel a little like a five year old, so shut the fuck up.
Midterms are killing me
Transfer Applications are killing me
The good times are killing me
I’m [...]
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Tags: breakup, heartache, sad




